i put up a new picture midnight sun. 4 people have favourited it, thank you it means a lot.

ive been in abaco for a week now.. i miss my friends SO much. i am soo lonely up here i swear. i come back & look at the pictures of their night and i'm just like... gah photoshop me in there plz??? cuz i shulda been there! but no... i'm in abaco. bored. and lonely with just my family to keep me company. bugger.

i had an amazing dream last night though. i won't divulge but.. gah. amazing. i love the male species. i need a man of my own.

shopaholic & sister DEFINATELY just made me cry

i hate when people try to get smart with me. that really puts me off and makes me irritated.

last night we went to candles and we were playing pool. oh god there was this british bloke there and he was bending over to shoot a thing and his ass was directly in brandons lap. DIRECTLY. it was bouncing up & down & everything. i almost PEED with laughter.

anyways i'm still figuring out this camera with all the settings & everything. stefan says it's the monster camera lol which it really is :S it's freakin huge. but it's amazing, really.

ugh these sweet 16 people get everything. it's not fair. and the whole thing is, some of them probably are really nice / fun etc etc but the show makes them look so spoiled because of all the stuff they get. idk.

i see that deviantart updated their submission system. FINALLY now i will start submitting stuff again. this place has always confused me but i still like it.

right now i've got SO much stuff going on. i'm sick and i hate teachers and homework gives me a headache. that's just the usual stuff though.

right now in art i have an A- and to be truthful, i wanted an A. i really did. fucking sculpture that i got a B+ on screwed that up. oh well i guess can't be perfect. i just thought that it was finally something i was really good at, and then the sculpture came along and it wasnt "abstract" enough so i got a B+. anywayy nothing i can do about it.

boys are stupid. but i still love them. it's ridiculous.

anywayysss i have a fauves art piece to do so i'm gonna go.

as of late, i've submitted a few more peices. i'm actually really proud of the jewelry one. i took into consideration all sorts of things like the light, and the focal point, and the focusing.

lately i've been busy with exams and such, and it's really put a dampening on my mood. but as of today, they are officially over. they went out with a bang, too; three exams in one day. that was fun. it's hard to study for three seperate (and rather major) exams in one night. therefore i left one out (accounts) and i failed it. go me.

so he was looking mighty fine today. and the day before. when he wore that hoodie? i was stricken. he walked past me and he smelled like that axe stuff boys wear. OH MY GOD. i wanted to sew my nose on him and stay there forever. he smelled wonderful. he was staring at me during the math exam too.. i saw. sigh.

i have never seen this much homework in my life. i have so much to do! bloody BGCSE's, seriously. so far i've done my math, and my chemistry (only half of it though, sheesh) and i'm doing my french now. i have accounts, foods and then i have to finish my chemistry. that's waiting until monday, though. and i'm not sure i'll do my accounts anyway.. oh! and i've got a truckload of history to do, too. *sigh*.

i downloaded all of the nightmare before christmas songs ^_^
i love lock, shock & barrel. my favourite characters. <3

jasmine left last wednesday. omg, i cried so much. for thursday & friday, whenever i'd think of jasmine & sean all i could do was cry. sad times.

then yesterday, i got my wisdom teeth pulled out. it didn't hurt, but it's weird having stitches in your mouth. it's actually kind of freaky..